thoughts after my time with Pastor Em

grievance draws nigh,
emptiness gives sigh,
subside,
no more idolize,
final-ly my spirit lifted High.

IS Beyond the shore...

reject me that's fine
you incise my pain
from depths of despair
words without say

away from me terror
you have no home
you were told to leave
8 years ago

step away dear one
you have no love
i am a child, a beauty, One's new dove

i hold back none
you say nothing back
you incapable fool

can you handle this
you were never present
i will not deny
our lives were all a lie

that was then, tis now i see
my real Father has come to set me free
He calls my name, my name of worth
the one you left to lazily desert

who am i? ah, for you know.
Nic as in the Vic- of the tory, from place of Unease
set unrest done with apathy
past Shun the Cunning disrupt
all the lies of your corrupt

i say goodnight and await the morn
the good IS coming beyond the shore.